Jessalyn Ker

Anti Stress.

2011-02-21T04:36:00.000-08:00

ALOT ASSIGNMENTS TO GO.

imma in stress condition. (in a good way)

not in the extend to be emotional,

like banging my head to the wall.

but still STRESS.

Oh mai god.

Why there are so many assignments to be done!

Me myself really anti stress.

im not a hardworking mankind who willing to finish my homeworks.

This is the only reason why I love

WEEKENDS!

♥

Dilemma.

2011-02-13T05:30:00.000-08:00

What to start with ?

aite.

Today is SUNDAY :)

*superb random*

I look thru my blog,

I have the feeling back to blog.

Purpose to blog is to capture valuable moment,

so that I can always remember what I did last time.

a YES or NO ?

Can see dust here already.

HAHA!

Depends ba.

If I have time to do that.

blogging need alot of motivations to do so :)

Now,

Imma watching drama.

还珠格格二 :p

Tadaa. I am so cool! :D

How can I laugh like that ?

2011-02-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

It's not good to think backward, I know.

But I can stop looking backwards which I dunno wth am I doing.

Today, I re-read the articles I used to blog last time.

Tons of memories flew back,

I think of some one again :)

What If I didn't make that decision? will everything changed ? *no*

9 more days to Valentines.

*flowers! chocs! cards! everywhere.

fyi, I never ever celebrate valentines before. :p

So those who can celebrate,

please DO something !

This is the time to show off how much you love that girl ! :D

And for me,

I wish to finish up my assignments ASAP,

and HAVE A LONG NICE sleep.

say NO to nightmare :D

AMEN ! :)

Off to bed now.

Sweet dream mama, papa, my lord! *loves*

Rapunzel; tangled tales

2010-11-25T03:55:00.000-08:00

Children getting mature faster and faster.

sleeping with cupido every nights. :D

We went a rest. to have dinner,

and this gal offer me her sweets.

soooo sweet :D

The day I went to Pav shop for prom stuffs (:

Today I watched this with mummy! Such a sweet movie, im impressed! :D

Whoopse. Prom night is getting nearer.

Does it means that is the last day for us to gather ?

I hope not.

Last thing to say :

I miss you too. HOOI NEE!

*See! I told you , your name will appear in my post :P

Which love is true; I doubt it.

2010-11-19T02:10:00.001-08:00

The sky is dark,

It started to rain.

Do you like rainy seasons ?

for me the answer is a big NO.

Im afraid of thunder storms,

cause it brings the meaning of darkness.

I hate to be alone.

Since young,

Im trained to be independent,

my mum never worry about my homeworks, my educations.

I will always perform the best result for them.

They told us nothing to afraid of,

they will always be our backup (:

But one thing I must tell,

my mum really really love to nag.

nag , nag and nag..

This is what she can do to me LMAO.

Now, we have all grown up,

Me and bro both have our own life,

And it's the time searching for soulmate;

A person who truly understand what you need besides parents.

Glad to say that my brother having a stable relationship now,

However, it's my turn now (:

Im craving for a best love.

Jesus, mind you tell me who will be my true love?

Can you make him appear in my life? Pls pls :P

THE END

im so cool =D

2010-11-16T20:30:00.000-08:00

Dang! Lifeless day two .

Oh wrong! my life wasn't lifeless anymore.

I found my target, let's keep it as secret, shhhh (:

17-11-2010.

A lovely public holiday with my parents all around.

I woke up at 6.30 and went for a jog in FRIM with them. :)

An usual jog will take us roughly half and hour but today ...

MIRACLE happened, we jog for 1 n 1/2 hour

plus climbing the hills up and down, it was really a harsh journey =/

but I like it (:

Has been a long time I didn't exercise.

After this, I wont stop exercise, feels like burning all my FATS =/

After jogging, we went for breakfast as well as market which I dont want to follow at first,

but I was kinda full after taken breakfast,

so I follow them =D

Im kinda looking forward for tml's shopping session :D

Tadaaa lovie :D

Enjoy being lifeless.

2010-11-16T00:27:00.000-08:00

Booo! First day of being lifeless. (: maybe get used to the timing during finals, I woke up at 8+, I cant sleep long. haha, I tried hard not to get up but still FAILED Im not good in pretending. tsk tsk. :P It's a glad thing to say, I had a good night, Say bye to - nightmare.
There are few times I had a terribly nightmare during my finals,
I woke up and cry on my bed , it's kinda real I must say ,
Im frightened, no one else beside me,
I was alone in my room, everyone sleeping that time. :'(
But let it be, importance thing Im alright now (:

Ahhhhh.... what a day after finals.
hahahha I AM ALONE AT HOME, as usual.
No one teman to me
No one prepare lunch for me
No one take care of me !!!!
hahaha SO ! I ate a piece of bread until now, which prepared by daddy :P
Wanted to have lunch but LAZY :D hahah.
So ignore that part, I watching drama whole day,
nothing else better to do.
But Im not sad, because TOMORROW IS PUBLIC HOLIDAY,
everyone will be at home :D
YAY! I will be one day princess tml =D

Im using mua mummy's computer so no picture for this post :D
A big BUT, I can share with you guys my young time pic :D
This will show some changes on me :)
Enjoy 'em. xoxo.

2009.

2008.

2007.

Im graduated.

2010-11-15T00:31:00.000-08:00

Wee, Cant stand with my hair so I cut it at last,

this is the freaking first time I keep so long =/

Must cut them to make it healthier :)

Need jaga my hair cause I love them :D

Uh, this is ginger water for menstrual pain,

so unlucky right,

came when I was having exam :(

I dont like taste of ginger water so I eat this to balance up,

Sweets make me sweeeter :D

My cousin sister (:

In grandma house.

Mischievous cousin brother :)

Cute right him ? :)

Mua cousin sisters. They love me alot :P

DANG! Last paper gone.

Im graduated. =/

I dont feel like celebrating.

The best thing is go back, take a shower, sit in front the com and share my feeling.

Celebrations is temporary, but blog last forever :D

Just a blink of eyes,

time flies like seriously,

I still remember the first day I came to Taylors.

I have not much friends, just a few.

My close friends were different college with me.

I cried few times; I miss them much;

When days come, I have know more friends,

getting adopt to the new environment and falling love with the place,

However, It's time to leave.

It's always the same, when you feels like leaving, god will make you wait,

once you fall in love with the place, god will ask you to leave.

Although I do not like to be separated,

still I have to conquer it, I will be more independent.

I will be in university next year,

Havent decide where to go but most probably Monash or Taylors will be my first choice.

Will be taking finance and accounting.

I wish I could participate more in activities and clubs. But Im always lazy :(

THE AIM AFTER FINALS :

KEEP FIT ................... ! (:

Im now waiting mummy to dinner :D

Ciaox.

Screw spec :(

2010-11-12T04:05:00.000-08:00

LOOK! Those equations make me squeeze my brain so hard =/

This is to prove Specialist Math is HARD.

As a senior ,

I strongly advise you better think ten times before you decide to take this subject.

It's simply not easy as ABC.

Went Zen for dinner,

Soft shell crab sushi roll was great,

I should order that again, nom nom =)

Satisfied!

I was studying Specialist math before I went to bed ,

why I do so ?

> to make myself feel better =/

One day , Two days, Three days.

Finally reached the day end of Specialist Math.

Fast right? I was just studying specialist math last night.

TADAA!

ONE MORE TO GO. just one more (:

One word to describe the paper was extremely hard.

No joke. It breaks my heart when I looked at the freaking first question.

haha! I dont even know how to start =/

It's okay, let it past :(

Monday is my last paper, which means that is the last time I will be in college.

So...

Really appreciate everything I have done in college,

thanks for bringing me to places I nvr go,

thanks for helping me up whenever Im lost,

thanks for everything everything you have done to me.

All of you. A 'bow' for you guys. :D

I will never forget everyone of you I promise.

AZA AZA FIGHTING,

FIGHT for accouting. (:

The end,

I LOVE YOU.

Papa, Mama, have a sweet dreams.

The end of Economics :D

2010-11-08T19:48:00.000-08:00

ma escaping from you :P

Buuu. ♥

im studying (:

Haha one more paper settled :D

2 more to go, weeee.

Spec and Accounting. I will settle you in 1 week time :P

Awww. Next - Specialist Mathematic. screw youuuuu !

Hope im doing well :D

Yawning,

slept at 12.30 last night,

is time to take a sweet nap.

:DD

back-to-original.

2010-11-07T21:44:00.000-08:00

Presents. All foods, I know right :D

Dude, imma going to active back my dead blog since I get another new lappie now :D I will give you extra love and care to my new lappie and BB. I wont lost any of you AGAIN, I promise! :D

I really feel bad to my beloved daddy, I spent alot this year; my education, and so on :(

Allll-right.

Im now having my finals.

trying to become one the them -nerd-

but I really cant stick my ass on chair for more than 2 hours =/

I couldn't concentrate at all.

hahaha!

whatsoever, I will now force myself memorize 8 chapters of econs.

It takes time dude.

Good luck!

dot dot dot.

2010-10-29T03:44:00.001-07:00

I have no idea why am I here,

but yea, I feel like blogging now :]

Alright,

can say that I'm graduated from Taylor's .

Now what we need to do is wait for Finals,

which is our external examination.

Taylors @ Sri Hartamas is a great place to study,

clean environment, neat and it's newly open.

people there are quite nice too. :]

Sincerely I love my college so much,

but I know it's time to leave.

I will treat this as one of my sweetest memories at Taylors

including him :]

I'm satisfied with what I having now,

my parents are healthy, lovely as usual.

no argument, no fighting, no scolding.

They give me loads of love,

They cared about me,

at the same time,

me love them so much and I meant it. :]

Dad, Mum and Bro.

Thanks for being one part of my life.

I will love you forever because I knew you would love me the best :)

And only parents worth me giving them the best love .

.The End.

A short update (:

2010-10-08T06:10:00.001-07:00

it's been a long while I stop blogging.

forgotten how to blog ady :S

okay, let's being random alright ?

Currently, I'm learning "wedding dress" and it's already 90% to be done (:

If can, I will continue with my grade 8 next year.

*really hope so if can cope with my timetable* :(

I miss my piano teacher (:

she's damn good in piano, that's why i respect her alot :D

About my studies,

finals come next month, and after that is time to say Good-bye to everyone (:

frankly speaking I do love my college,

although it's small, but the environment is comfortable & new.

it's a nice place to study, no regrets *wink*

Tomorrow will be attending Ellaine's early bday party (:

Stay tune for the pichas ;)

I miss 'em, my best buddies during high-school time.

I will hug 'em one-by-one tml ❤

'About him.

i cant stop missing him even a second :P

you're my drug (: '

Alright,

i think that's all to blog.

will cya one day (:

Loves,

jessalyn ❤

2010-08-28T20:04:00.000-07:00

Buffday Emi (:

2010-08-28T19:34:00.000-07:00

I'm here to wish my dear a happy birthday (:

Dnt worry,

you hv the love from me (:

And also jian wei , Ivy (:

Happy birthday !

Boooo! I miss you.

2010-08-14T08:51:00.000-07:00

Haha,

a night post before I sleep.

I 'like' you ,

At the same time,

I feel that you are cute :P

GOOD NIGHTS.

2010-07-31T22:41:00.000-07:00

♥Brother and ♥his gf :)

♥his gf & me.

We're having lunch with grandpa grandma ♥

♥ watching Despicable Me !

♥awesome movie

♥skyping with chun hean

that big pillow :P

Me, ban keng, kar ting went 1u for movies ,

watched Despicable Me .

It's awesome 3D movie that I think worth that RM17 :P

My crazy college mate, hooinee.

Went lunch with my ♥ gang :)

with Mummy ♥ ♥ ♥

It's Family day ♥

On the way to somewhere near Rawang,

have dinner there too (:

Wif grandpa & grandma who I ♥ so much !

I miss you !

And finally a picture of myself ♥ Jessalyn.

2010-07-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

今天就用华语来写吧

个人比较喜欢用华文表达，在blog.

可是懒惰用；

不过sms可就不同了蛤，

sms要我用华文就是要我的命 :P

首先倪帮我的脚只图了黑色，

so, now I have black nails :)

妈眯喜欢，家人那边就搞定了，呵呵。

昨晚９pm就睡了，

今早as usual first thing I check my phone.

"you have two unread msg"

有一封对我有些感触。

每个人对某些歌会有不同的反应。

它们会有背后的意思，别人不会知道。

因为歌会陪我们经历开心及不开心。

当熟稀的旋律传到耳边，

以往的回忆就被恨恨地勾起。

到今天我还是想不通，

到底是自己放不下，还是

不敢承认自己已经失去了。。。

i'm Eclipse lover :)

2010-07-09T02:40:00.000-07:00

ECONOMIC IS OVER !

throw the books :D

nah, still have finals and trials. :P

I went to 1u after my class - 1:30pm.

Having lunch there with TC, Jeron and JY.

Jy go and get his hoodie in ZARA,

I recent get a hoodie in Elle but it's a bit hard ,

maybe I should put in washing machine and let it spin and spin so that it can be soft bit :P

& there I shop for my flat shoes but cant get any,

I spotted one but don't have my size ,

well another is nice but not comfortable , sigh :(

why is it so hard to get a nice shoes ?

ah never mind. I gave up at last and go back :)

Eclipse is out,

so now I'm gonna watch it.

hmm find who to watch ?

Since I don't have a bf, so let's watch with friends :)

should be nice :) :) :)

People, I cut my hair.

2010-07-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

Opps,

I still find it weird with my fringe. :P

GAO DIM :D

2010-07-04T02:31:00.000-07:00

Finally we done with our unity song,

of course.

A final group pictures :)

This person drove his car in the middle of the dotted line

and stopped at the middle.

We was like wtfff ! XD

Fight with Stress !

2010-07-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

Ehem.

I will be busy soon.

Let me list out exams that coming to us

*Math common test 3

*Specialist math common test 3

*Economic common test 3

*DI specialist math

*Malaysian studies project

Wow!

pretty cool.

I do not have time to chill now .

But the sad things is

I do not have the mood to study :(

This is the hardest things to overcome.

Jessalyn, you're such a lazy gurl.

Well,

tomorrow need to go college record our video. SIGH!

I hate LAN subject that driving me crazy.

p/s fringe getting longer. Cut or keep ? no idea with it. let it be liddat ba. End (:

Feel free to blog

2010-07-01T01:10:00.000-07:00

HI!
I think is the time for a new post ;)
because JERON LEE keep saying why I leaving my blog so dead,
He's a great stalker & have a 'korean hairstyle' , rofl.
p/s: Inform me if you saw this ;P

Recently I'm kinda fine, lesser tests but more presentations as I mentioned in fb.
uh but finally I'm done with those shit things .
Yet , common test is coming , sigh.

After this I would like to tell you guys, driving is really fun.
BUT , a big but !
everyone is doubting my ability to drive,
listen here, is everyone! :(
It's okayy, I will prove to you guys one fine day. :P
Between , I like to drive for this moment.
finished the 2nd lesson and now another 2 more lessons to go.
I wish I could pass in 1 or 2 times. practise more will do :)
the hardest part for me is the go up hill part.
Need to pay more attention on that Lol.

TESCO near my house newly open,
it's BIG but quite empty actually.
So I will support Jusco still hehe :P
okay , is restaurant city time! BYE

♥ my cute gang in TCSH
Miss high school frens =D

HN like this :P

2010-06-18T09:06:00.001-07:00

*presentation look*

sorry, being chubby not my fault :D

END

I only have 28 posts :x

2010-06-13T05:08:00.000-07:00

The 29th post ;)

14th June is not a good day.
I used up all my breaks and it's time to suffer now *evil*
N yea,
My nightmare and stress coming up soon.

so bless me ,
I'm going to finish up my ESL :)

You know today is special ;)

2010-06-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

Pray.Pray.Pray.
God finally listen to me and HE gave me an excellent result.
My hard work just so worth it :) :) :)
48 out of 50. It's so well done.
ehe, I'm actually praising myself. perasannyaaa. :x
nah, change topic.
Tommorrow is the day meeting my cousins,
in where ? badminton court !
actually she dates me for badminton. woah!
since when I'm growing fatter yet this is the time for me to lose hmm .. 2pounds ?
=)
waiting for the day come.

You actually know why my post seems so short and dull ?
Blogs is a big mirror to reflect our life,
conclusion dull life = dull post.
so

FORGIVE ME

ciaoz. ;)

Random pic for random post from random people

2010-06-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

One more week left :(

2010-06-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

This is the post from me after a week break from college,
I feel extremely down knowing my break left for a week :(
Although I dun really enjoy much during my previous weeks break,
I still feel so much relax n I did enjoy my holiday when I get to chase away my stress for 2 weeks. :)
I'm greedy; Yes I'm greedy
I pray for more holidays; more breaks. PLS !
I can tell you that I HATE COLLEGE LIFE!
I hope time can either reverse or forward,
just get me away from this stupid stage; I dun mind to get older.
But still, we need to go back to our reality , KL life - STRESS
Really feel like cursing ppl who keep telling how grateful is college life,
college life is so enjoying , having funs bla bla ..
those nonsense really doesn't make sense ARGH.
I'm living with stress all the time.
So, I do appreaciate this break so much,
as I wake up so late everyday, did nothing as I can say,
clear off "rubbish" in my mind;
surf net, drink a cup of hot milo when I'm free.
It's so lovely!
ooohh, no I dun wan get back to college. Nooooooo!
Dun take me away :(

After today, 6 days left;
:'(
wasted one day AGAIN.
sigh!
Now , clock pointing at 11:40pm
Wish me luck for tomorrow.
I love you to
mummy, daddy, and brother ♥

The 2nd day of sem break.

2010-06-01T00:14:00.001-07:00

It has been a long time I din blog, and now getting lesser and lesser, not because I'm lazy or what, just like when u leave ur blog unactive for some times or several weeks, u will not get used to blog anymore, feels like many things to share here but when the time u decide to sit properly in front com and ur hand get prepare to punch ur keyboard, there's nothing came out from your brain, don't u experience the same thing with me ? I believe there will be some ;P
How r you guys recently ? This is the most common opening conversation with friends whether close or not close. But for me, I really wanna know what's u guys doing now, some most probably in college same like me, some of them still finding work or working ? anyways, I still miss my frens and I really feel like fetching u guys out to have a drink in somewhere coffee shop or something. but I still havent register for my undang. I admit it, i'm lazy to take that stupid undang stuff, it takes me at least few months to finish whole procedure. For me, I love the feeling to drive but due to the exams that we need to take to get the license, I willing to wait and wait, and I have no idea when am I going to have license. haih. I wish my license could drop from the sky one fine day :D Okay, now I'm having semester break for 2 weeks, I know I have lots of tasks to complete but I still chilling here, I need to fully utilised this 2 weeks time to revise my 5 subjects as I dint do well in mid term exam , I din't put the blame on anyone because I clearly know that I dint prepare much for this exam, but this exam carry quite a large weightage in my internal. I'm regret now but I will try my best to pull up my internal marks for my next coming exams, pray that I can do it =) For those who concern my status , I'm telling you guys I'm still single currently, so don't worry ya my dears, I wont dump u aside. haha! And yea, sorry to hear that there are some couples broke up last weeks I think, hmmm, pls take care yourself and believe that you'll definitely find a better one, or u can wait for another fate come to you. Cheer up babe! But the importance things is do not dump ur partner without thinking twice, you will absolutely regret thousand times with what you did to them and I believe your heart will hurt like mad! And also, for them who're still sweet with their gf/bf, bless u all and treat them nicely =) I think that's all for this post. Take care everyone!

Who's your good friend and who's not ?

2010-04-30T01:49:00.001-07:00

Today I "almost" lost my phone
But luckily I found it lastly.
Lols,
I'm superb careless.
I lost many stuffs these days,
I don't wan lost my phone again.
I will double becareful since today onwards.

Here I would specially like to thanks those who helps to find my phone.
Now I guess I can know from here who's really concern about me,
and who's not. =D

Thanks them ♥

Mid-night dream

2010-04-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

Now is midnight 12 something,
Why am I still here ?
As you know I sleep quite early.
Idontknowwhy. :P
Just dun feel like sleeping.
I look at the clock;
viewing facebook;
playing games;
which is quite "childish";
TADAA,
memories appear in my brain again
*this shows that I have a good brain* =/

Haaa,

Did you guys
keep awake till midnight
to check whether he's online or not

Did you guys
cried bcz of missing your bf ?

I did =X

Lol.
Why couple love to do silly stuffs ? I wondering.

Friday is so Important!

2010-04-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after college meeting old frens in old town ,
I miss cayyeng.
She looks still the same. cute one :P.

I always mention Friday is my last day of the busy week,
Friday is a day to remind us to have rest.
I love friday,
so Friday rocks ! C=

I dunno others but...Friday is a day to relax myself!
Homeworks throw them aside!
Exams forget it *temporary!
The target of the day is just
...........
Brighten up my dayyy =D

I just had my chit chating hours with frens tis evening,
right after my college over;
drove to DPC for mind relaxation ^~^
Later change place to coffee bean for their wi-fi ,
Lastly,
ice cappuccino and big apple for dinner :P

Terima Kasih

2010-03-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

Really feel like wanna thanks you guys who cheer me up when i'm down.

Esp you gab :D

your jokes really make me LOL

But I wont forget you still owe me MacD :P

I feel touch when peoples still care of me.

Now only I realised I cant live without you guys, my beloved frens !

hahaha.

i'm currently doing my ESL stuffs,

It really killing my brain cells *jun hean's fav quote* :P

The song to describe my mood now:

Falling for you ;P

thank you!

Hi

2010-03-22T21:11:00.000-07:00

I have mood swing,
suddenly normal, suddenly down.
I'm not like that last time,
why would I turned so down for no reason?
trying to cheer myself up.
But I have nth to do.
Stay home facing wall?
Online and fb-ing since past N yrs ?
Revision n study ?
besides this what can I do ?
I urgently need to breathe in fresh air ><
I'm bored to stay at home facing this lifeless computer.
PC cant communicate with me !
haiz.
Fine ,
i'm going to find something to do.
Ciaos.
Emo =(

HOLIDAY ROCKS but i'm bored at home

2010-03-18T23:43:00.000-07:00

I'm having semester break !

C'mon babe, date me ! date me out!

I'm free now.

Watch movie.

Roller coaster.

This is two things I gonna do with dears :P

Hope it works. :D

which man I love =)

2010-03-16T05:11:00.001-07:00

I love man when he's a christian ;

I love man when he's caring ;

I love man when he's romantic ;

I love man when he's lovely ;

I love man when he's not stingy ;

I love man when he's good to me ;

I love man when he's loyal to love ;

I love man when he's honest to me ;

I love man when he doesn't flirt ;

I love man when he's a mature thinker ;

I love man when He loves me too ;P

okayy,

finished crapping & now is the time to do my work,

ciaox.

-The End-

highskol i'm cming =)

2010-03-05T01:06:00.000-08:00

Firstly :

I'm kinda bz these days.

TEST , TEST still TEST !

nonstop exams. :(

I'm almost die of the stress.

Hopefully I can cope with that.

*just finished my spec test*

Secondly :

current HOT topic

"SPM result gonna release!!"

scream as loud as u can.

bcz of this I almost have nightmare everynight.

Thirdly :

I cant pick my result on this thursday ,

crush with my account test,

And one thing I'm not skipping college.

So I have no idea when I collect my result.

Forthly :

I'm going back high school tml,

for sports day.

Lastly :

I'm STARVING NOW.

Wishlist :

Urgently hope for a laptop now.

Need foods to feed me.

Get good result in SPM.

Get good result in College Tests.

Get a better life. *stressless*

Trip :)

2010-02-27T19:30:00.000-08:00

I would wanna talk bout my Gambang trip =]

bcz I having my first time thr ;P

Okayy,

last friday was holiday,

so we having a family trip to gambang water park and have a stay thr,

thr is kinda new, jut recently open i guess.

but the disappointed part is majority thr are malays @.@

bcz there they having family day of petronas staffs.

I can hardly find some chinese n indians there.

Nvm, i'm not that racist while my bro YES, he's racist :D

We had our dinner in Kuantan,

that means we need to travel around 45min to reach the beach.

Before we went for our dinner,

we had a romantic moment by walking through the "love bridge" in dunno where. xD

somewhr near kuantan.

Beach there is quite clean, but Thailand thr is better. aha

there got alots of monkeysss.

first time I looked at a monkey in such a near distance. COOL

they're cute like us :P

The nex day,

we actually did nothing.

I rather go and try for their water park just 1km distance from our resort.

My "good" bro for sure wont accompany me.

so I forced to play those slides by myself.

everytime when I reached to the slide upthr.

the guard sure asking : Amoi , sendiri lagi?

some even ask amoi dari mana ? KL mana?

Bcz I went in quite early so they are quite boring and ask those ques ;D

I'm quite glad I went in water park and try some slides.

I love it seriously.
I will absolutely go the other time if time allows to.
looking forward for my genting and sunway lagoon outing =D
Ciaoz

2010-02-24T04:19:00.000-08:00

haha

I seldom scold ppl in foul word as u know but I need to use that now

YOU BITCH !!

Pls la be mature a lil bit.

I admit i'm not that mature

but

you WORST still.

omg WTF

no word can descrive you "rubbish"

may god bless you BITCH :P

i'm fine. *chilling*

Huh, "nice" day ?

2010-02-16T19:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday daddy bring us to jenjarum see lanterns and those cny decouration.
We started our journey around 6 or 7 pm
Den we drive all the way to klang visit relative first.
only continue to jenjarum.
It takes us bout 1hour to klang and 1/2 hours to jenjarum.
BUT
it start to rain. *heavily* =.=
Nvm we still continue our journey.
When we almost reached there ,
we forced to patah balik bcoz of the crowd,
our car move once in few mins time *OMG*
everyone is travelling thr also,
the place is quite well known during cny =(
After that we headed to kepong 'wai sek gai' take supper...
I dunno wat's the purpose taking supper at 11pm.
My first time experience ler.
*for me is extremely late ady*
Home sweet home .
take my bath and on my computer.
Do esl work .. do do do do
until
3.00 am o.O
then
Sleep like pig jor

TODAY :
I WAN TO WATCH MOVIE BUT CANT BOOK THROUGH NET JOR
Why cny so many ppl watching movie in cinema.
so nice mer T T

My Current FAV Movie :
72 Tenants of Prosperty
All´s Well Ends Well 2010
Tooth Fairy

CNY post :)

2010-02-13T21:01:00.000-08:00

My cousin *look like me anot ?*

Today is a special day.
Is CNY yet Valentine's day.
So those who currently in a relationship ;
u guys choose which to celebrate ya?
Well I wouldn't headache of that :P
Here wanna wish bro n her gf stay sweet another hundred years .
N sure wish my daddy mummy stay sweet together also.
God bless them ya.
Hey couples listen here,
Wish all of u dun giv up each other easily, CHEERS !
GONG XI FA CHAI !
ang pao gimme :)
.
HAPPY CHINESE TIGER YEAR ,
Wish me wish u all the best.
And I must love me more
bleuk :P

I HATE MYSELF =[

2010-02-11T18:59:00.000-08:00

Current mood = Extremely Down :'(

Shit! I hate my life now. *crying*

I thought I can get use to my life I having now but the answer is CAN'T.

Why is it so hard to do well .

ARGH!

Thinking to change college, change course.

Redo everything but still this is only THINK

Cant do anything, time is running yet i'm standing on the same place.

I hate myself . I hate myself keep regreting my previous choice.

Why cant I just set a target and go on ?

Why am I so dumb ...

I feel like killing myself,

this is not the only time I have this kind of feeling,

I did the wrong decision in everythings

my studies, my dream, my love, my target :(

Stupig JESSALYN !

So hopeless.

This is the scary part of single life.

Whenever u're down, thinking to end up ur life.

No-one will know, No-one will help.

Let the emoness kill me ba :'(

First quiz in college =S

2010-02-05T00:33:00.000-08:00

Woah!

something to share here.

That's

I did my first quiz in college, specialist math.

Sounds hard right but it's not really hard

bcz is our 1st quiz yet just 5 ques, 20 marks.

Yesterday i was like so nervous preparing for this quiz.

But The bad things is i did stupid mistake ,

i know how to do but i did wrongly !

Aizk, fine it doesn't really affect my mood.

I would say : Hmm nice try =D

After that I went BRAVO with kai lee for foosball ^^

First time for that but not bad.

have some smokers thr, cigarette doesn't smell good =(

Tml is weekend, dunno what can I do larr.

Can i just sleep whole day ?

oh NO! i got lots of assignments haven't finished.

Hey

2010-02-03T03:14:00.001-08:00

Peoples please do not simply say I like you to opposite sex unless you really do !

It mayb affect her/his life if she/he likes you too! =D

Chill !

Just a piece of advise.

Loves,

Jessalyn

I dun like in that way

2010-02-02T02:31:00.000-08:00

COLLEGE's LIFE IS TIRING !

but it's not bad i guess :P

some"one" told me some"thing".

but

it's not the right timing yet

I dun like the way "..." treats everyone.

esp. femalesss

just too kind. :(

2010-01-31T21:51:00.000-08:00

Leng Luiss

College Life

2010-01-28T00:25:00.000-08:00

hi people,

so long I dint update my blog,

as my frens know I started college on 13th JAN.

and this is my third week in college ady:)

fast isn't ?

now i'm getting used of my college life ,

but SAM is a really tought course,

that i regreted why i make my life so tough LOL

whatever tat was my choice,

no way to change it so i need to move on :( so sad

everyday homeworks ,homeworks ,homeworks

when i was in highschool i tot college is a place for us to relax n have fun wih.

but now i try to adjust it.

this proven that IT'S NOT!

It's tougher than high school. x100

U must have time management, time to play time to stress.

ouh , i'm trying hard to study hard, play hard!

Well college is a place to train urself communicate with others also,

that's why i'm learning to mix around..

do not ever think college is fun,

do not trust rumours !

I cheated by them ,

haha !

it's not easy to score as well..

Work hard for SAM !

SAM

2009-12-21T08:23:00.000-08:00

Finally I decided to take SAM for my first year.
This is what I decide now, I'm not sure having any changes or not later.
But I'm planning to take SAM in Taylor and continue degree in Help.
I heard that the degree in taylor wasn't so good,
so I choose help ba - maybe ?
is that okay ? hope that I make a correct decision.
At first I still thinking whether I should go Subang or Hartamas.
Lastly Hartamas is choosen bcz of transport problem.
Hartamas is nearby here, I can drive thr myself if i got my car and license.
If subang , I need to wake up at least 2 hrs earlier to reach college.
Really cant imagine how I gonna take this for 1 whole year. ahaha!

Let's talk bout today,
Went for badminton with frens .
Headed to mamak after tat, date JY out to tell us bout SAM .
Today's internet connection is really bad. =(
These days internet doesn't work well, cant online.
Nevermind bcz i'm not so active in fb or msn le.
My movie still downloading since yesterday la. so cham.
Just only dl finished.

Okay is time for movie ,
Good luck for u and my college life =)
13th JAN 2010 is the first day to college.
GAMBATEH!

Waiting for penang trip lu =D

Education Fair

2009-12-19T23:06:00.000-08:00

currently just dunno why fall to korean drama in a sudden ,
Lol, i wanted to buy their disc but still under consideration. =)
Any drama recommended ?

19th dec ,
went edu fair in mid valley for a walk,
survey colleges that are good but still cant decide which college yet,
taylor ? help ? INTI ? KDU ?
every college have their good and bad comments.
Diff peoples got diff opinion, is really hard to made decision =(
Any comment for my problem ?
How to choose a good college that suit my course ? -accountancy/finance-
Yet there I bought x'mas present one sort,
for church frens n mummy.
I know you like my present mum ;P
N we went TGI for lunch and it's kinda full =)
chatting in a fun way .

Soon,
i'll register for my undang,
if not i have really no time for it.
going trip with parents and my mum wants me to get license be4 i get into college.
I hope can make it ba,
I'm taking March intake, so would it be a good choice ?
bcz if I take Jan intake it would be crush with my trip on JAN.
so i think cannot make it ba ~

Recently what am I doing ?
actually I did nothing useful.
Just watch dramas, pack books.. .. ..

Yesterday went DPC for dinner,
tried their Sushi finally,
We like the environment thr,
high class and not bad their foods.
Dad like to try new foods everywhere,
manjalara, bkt bintang, maluri, DPC
around this area i think we almost tried every restaurant =D

Now im dating ppl for badminton.
Go, sports!
That's all for my post.
Ciaoz

2012

2009-12-14T03:03:00.001-08:00

Last Friday went for the taylor's open day in Subang - lakeside campus.
nice and big.
Just like a shopping mall I think.
Peoples there just so polite and manners :)
I like the environment n the ppl there.
haha, I met some ppl there too. =D

Finally completed all my papers in spm !
Hurray!!
Okay now my only wish is to get flying colour result in my SPM,
I wish I wouldn't feel regret when look at my result nex year.

I dated my machi siew yun and min wei,
we watched 2012.
long time dint talk to them bcz in diff class.
Remember last time we're the craziest group in class,
those happy memories highlighted my highschool life.
I'm the happiest girl while i was in form 2 and 3 because got them.
Still got hui yan, ping teng and ka wei.
I really miss you guys after graduated. Must keep in touch ya. chu~

From Now Onwards :
My life wasn't reached the end ;
While I know it's just starting of my life.
Things that I need to do now is not wasting time just like that,
I need to plan for my future,
I wants to learn something that benefics me,
I wants to collect some good advises from seniors or intelektual like Mr Siiva!
Next,
I'm deciding what course to take . which college to go . yet what dress to where . =X hehe
I'm kinda looking forward for my college life actually ;)
Then I will start going church every week without missed a time.
I Wants to make more frens in college.
I will be more mature.
I wants to get driving license,
I Will be a good daughter as well.

Well my outing with family,
25th-27th Dec - Penang
4th-9th Jan - Hong Kong
Feb - Kuantan

I'm not going out with frens ,
DAddy still worry I cant protect myself ba,
No working as well. Daddy say NO!
But I will find out something to do ;P

Lastly,
I will update my blog more often.

The end
Good Night n Take good care.

Lost

2009-12-08T00:55:00.000-08:00

I dunno why I create this blog .
Mayb just for fun,
Or maybe I wanted to start a new life,
and create a new page for my history ^~^

Actually anyone can suggest to me what to do after spm ?
I have really zero idea what should I take action first.
Although thousands of plans rushing to my mind,
but still cant decide what to do now or next.
Since before SPM i started to plan what to do,
eg : hang out, buy new shirts, get my car license, date old frens...etc
Try something new that I never try before
- ice-skating, singK, roller coaster, go sunway lagoon
These are the things that parents not allow me to do . =(
Especially roller coaster I'm craving for that,
it looks really excited and nice that I extremely like that.
But believe it or not. I only sit once in genting in my life.
My parents no one dare to sit with me,
bro afraid of that, dad n mum impossible play that with me dah.
So end up nothing .

After spm,
Prom night everywhere,
Dont think i'm joining although it's fun (i guess)
cause no-one joining also.
haix, I dont have the feeling like everyone saying :
" I'm free " " Finally it's over "
I cant feel that relaxation of my mind seriously,
Isn't my problem ? or something wrong with my brain. idk.
Everything that i aspect before SPM, all become meaningless in a sudden.
frustrated to live in this world, this house.
everyday do the same routine, Why my life is Just So Dull ..
sigh ~~

Lonely is the word suit my mood now.
Who can read my mind ?

Freedom

2009-12-03T18:40:00.000-08:00

从前有个受保护的人类，
她有疼爱她过度的父母，
从小到大都那么保护着她，
当她还是个儿童时；
家人时常带她到各处地方玩耍，
给了她最好的东西。
小学了，家人年年要她拿个一，二，三名，她也做到了，
她也是巡员也是班长。
到了中学，是小孩的叛逆期，
家人担心她会学坏，
就开始慢慢的控制她的自由
不可以接男子电话，
不可以出踏出家门半步，
会依时打电话检查她是否在家，
不可以去任何派对，营会，活动等等。
当她很幸运地被他们允许可以外出，
也没有了自由，他会跟她过去，
调查和她外出的有男生吗？

另外他们也要求你的成绩要达到他们的水准。
但他们要就是要，
不理会你是怎样辛苦读来的。
他们要看的是你亮眼的成绩，
从小到大，
她妈妈都不检查及教导她功课，
颁奖典礼也不来，
只是每天你读书。。
只要求你做到他们的理想女儿

很不幸的这样的被保护着她起初很难接受。
被保护的副作用是她会有离家出走的想法，
只要离开这个家就没有人管她了。
离开了她就自由了（她是这样地期待着）
始终没了勇气，放弃了。
因为这样的保护也让她的中学时期过的有点辛苦，
每当朋友的邀约，
心里是万分的想去但被那些＂理由＂给狠狠拒绝。
他们都说去那些派对朋友会下药迷昏她，又或者怕她给人拐带，还是游泳游到溺水。等等等等
她到现在还没尝试过的东西有很多很多，
可能对你说是家常便饭的事情她也可能没经历过。
她的行动想被牵了线，被绑了手脚。
控制她所有行动就是她的家人。
可是渐渐的她对于这种的＂过度保护＂始终习惯了。
现在的她，不再渴望往外走。
已经一放学就回家。去补习。就过一天。
不管她在家做什么，就是待在家－上网
毕竟被训练过这样的日子都５年了麻。
她现在出去连在店里叫菜的勇气都没有，
因为惯了家人帮她叫，捧到她面前。
她不喜欢这样的自己
不独立
没想法
没立场
犹豫不决
人家说是就是，不是就不是
她已经没有能力分辨对错。

她渴望家人可以放手，
让她自己跌到再自己走。
而不是一直握着她的手，到最后。。。